In other news…

I cooked for the first time since, I believe April 17. Yes I remember because it was when him and I made dinner for his parents the night before they went on vacation. I mean I threw together little things here and there when he was gone but it was super minimal and mostly cereal …

Fars dag

Just realized it's Father's Day today. I hope he knows we love him.

Rough days

It's been two days and bit since I've been back, the baby evidently loves it since I haven't been sick once. I feel almost like myself...well as much as I can feel. I've still been crying everyday, thinking of him, feeling sorry for myself- thinking that it's all my fault and asking the universe why …

Back in the homeland

I wish you were here.

Last email

Sent my last message to him in a short email. Feeling like a rainstorm coming outa my eyes. For the first time though, I realize I need to let go and this just wasn't for me. It's hard not to feel good enough but I'm aware of the genuine love I have for him and …